An Extensive Job Description

There is no doubt that in 3 months, Ted and I will be taking on one of the hardest jobs available. Sometimes I look down at my belly and think how good I have it right now. I can sit and watch a movie with my husband, and not have to worry about entertaining a child. I can go to a restuarant, and know that Ted and I will enjoy a quiet conversation, without worrying about childcare. I can take B-Kaps on the plane with me, without ever thinking about his/her snacks, bottles or toys. It's easy being pregnant. It feels like our family has already grown, but yet the comfortability of our lives has essentially stayed the same. I like the comfort! Sometimes it scares me to think of the troubling days ahead. Will I enjoy it or will it be my biggest nightmare? When I watch my friends with their babies, I'm certain that I can do it. They are so in love with those little muchkins. I see them light up every time they pull them up into their arms. It must be an interesting adventure, giving up everything to gain an indescribeable love. I think that feeling of love must be a pretty powerful gift, to altar our lives the way that we do. I'm excited about that...a little apprehensive, but excited.

The part about parenting that excites me (and sometimes scares me) the most is this incredible job description that's attached to every child. There is a little life that is depending on me to teach it value, priorities, character. I'm excited to have such an esteemed position...even though I don't feel worthy. It's like being a mailman and someone telling you that in a few months, you will be the president of the United States. Why does God allow an imperfect person like me to have such a position of influence? It's truly a gift...the biggest promotion I have ever been given. I'm actually very anxious to take on the challenge...even though I know there will be moments that I will fail. But, I'm praying that God will equip Ted and I for the days ahead, not only to do our best at parenting, but to do HIS best...in spite of our sinful tendencies. Here is a list of parenting goals that I have. Whenever I'm not acting according to this list, I'm praying that you or someone will help steer me back.

I want to be the kind of parent who...
1.) proclaims Christ in my attitude and actions
2.) prays often
3.) disciples my kids with scripture
4.) challenges my kids to be secure in who they are
5.) apologizes when I am wrong
6.) adores my spouse
7.) engages my kids in serving opportunities
8.) inspires them to be active and creative rather than entertained
9.) prioritizes family
10.) models and teaches selfless love
11.) commands respect
12.) equips them to pursue simplicity, and
13.) teaches them that nothing they will ever do will change my love for them